2023年11月11日 星期六
Saturday, November 11, 2023
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第三人稱的我
我該怎麼形容她呢？她很感性，很悲觀，很敏感，淚點低，笑點也低，她外表大大咧咧，內心卻總是會因為別人的一句話難過很久，陷入無限的精神內耗。和好朋友在一起是個社牛，經常不顧形象哈哈大笑，自己一個人時又極其社恐 ，總是容貌焦慮，朋友們總說她性子開朗又樂觀，但只有她自己知道她的內心一片荒涼，連野草都生長不出，她總是莫名其妙掉眼淚，她很獨立， 能自己做的事絕對不會求助他人，她發起火來會說髒話，但也經常和服務員說謝謝 她矛盾又清醒，她對任何事都充滿了期待，她勇敢又膽小。 她是個可以治癒別人的人，卻治癒不了自己，她無限地去表達自己又隱瞞自己，她希望有人能看到她大大咧咧的外殼裡包裹著腐朽生鏽的靈魂，她很自卑，很在乎別人的看法，很多事情總是會去先考慮最差的結果，從而放棄很多選擇。她總是說著沒關係，說著通透的話去治癒別人，可她唯獨治癒不了自己。她高喊無愛者自由 可她還是希望有人會愛她，她也想被人堅定地選擇，可走向她的都不真誠。她每天都有煩心事，可是沒關係，她沒有心，第二天就會忘記。在無數個睡不著的夜晚，她都在想究竟要成為什麼樣的人，過什麼樣的生活，才能滿意地過完這一生。我想治癒她，可她就是我自己！
Me in the third person
Me in the third person How can I describe her? She is very emotional, very pessimistic, very sensitive, low tears, low laughter, her appearance is careless, but her heart is always sad for a long time because of a word from others, falling into infinite mental friction. She is a social cow with her good friends. She often laughs regardless of her image. When she is alone, she is extremely afraid of society. She always looks anxious. Her friends always say that she is cheerful and optimistic, but only she knows that her heart is desolate.Even weeds can not grow, she always inexplicably shed tears, she is very independent, can do their own things will never ask for help from others, she will say dirty words when she gets angry, but also often say thank you to the waiter, she is contradictory and sober, she is full of expectations for everything, she is brave and timid. She is a person who can heal others, but she can't heal herself. She expresses herself infinitely and hides herself. She hopes that someone can see the rotten and rusty soul wrapped in her careless shell.She is very self-abased, very concerned about other people's views, a lot of things will always go to consider the worst results, thus giving up many choices. She always said that it doesn't matter, said transparent words to heal others, but she can't heal herself. She shouts that the loveless are free, but she still hopes that someone will love her, and she also wants to be firmly chosen, but those who come to her are not sincere. She has troubles every day, but it doesn't matter. She has no heart and will forget the next day. In countless sleepless nights, she was thinking about what kind of person she wanted to be and what kind of life she wanted to live in order to live a satisfactory life. I want to cure her,but she's me!
