2023年11月7日 星期二
Tuesday, 7 November 2023
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關於暗戀的那些事
暗戀就是喜歡一個人，害怕他知道，又害怕他不知道，更害怕他明明知道卻裝作不知道。我們在這個十幾歲的年紀遇見太驚豔的人，有著這個年紀不該有的情愫，喜歡著這個年紀不該喜歡的人，看背影就知道是你，聽聲音就知道是你，見到你躲開你，見不到你就到處跑著找你。
偷偷看你資料很多遍，背過你的聯絡方式，我日日線上希望看到你給我發過的資訊，哪怕只是一個表情符號。我偷偷打聽著你的愛好，製造無數次偶遇，樓梯道的無數次擦肩，有一次，你突然抬頭看向我，我假裝毫不在意，其實餘光已經看了你無數遍，但是我不敢亂想，我那麼差勁，那麼平平無奇，實在驚豔不了你。
枯黃的梧桐樹葉在這少年時代為落幕的心動，秋風陣陣吹過帶著酸澀而又短暫的暗戀。
喜歡一個人是連本子放在一起都會很開心，草稿紙上不止是數學驗算公式，還有對我來說很重要的人的名字。幾個英語字母也不只是英語單詞，是你名字的縮寫。每當你從身邊走過，我都能開心一整天。運動會的跑道上我默唸過你的名字，我的每支筆都知道你的名字。會有很多星星，但我只嚮往你這一個月亮。日落晚風和你都很難得，很喜歡，很漫長，很遺憾！
比起正臉，我更熟悉的是你的背影，但是呢，在你明確拒絕之後，我會放下這段還沒有開始就已經結束的感情，我的驕傲不允許我低頭，強扭的瓜不甜，求來的愛情不幸福。或許未來，我還是會再對一個人這樣子，或者我會喜歡上一個喜歡我的人，未來很長，活在當下就好。
或許，會有些不甘心，明明為你做了那麼多的事情，做了那麼多的改變，跟你聊過去，聊現在，聊未來，說實話，不痛苦，那都是假的，昨晚做了一個夢，夢見我們還是朋友，你讓我幫一個忙，我做到了，你擁抱了我，我猛然推開你，我告訴自己，這是夢，因為太假了，你不可能會擁抱我，對吧？Q
All that stuff about the crush
Unrequited love is to like a person, afraid that he knows, but also afraid that he does not know, more afraid that he clearly knows but pretends not to know. We meet amazing people at this teenage age. We have feelings that we shouldn't have at this age. We like people that we shouldn't like at this age. We know it's you when we look at your back, and we know it's you when we listen to your voice. We avoid you when we see you, and we run around looking for you when we can't see you.
I secretly read your information many times and recited your contact information. I hope to see the information you sent me online every day.Even if it's just an emoticon. I secretly asked about your hobbies, creating countless encounters, countless brushes in the stairway, once, you suddenly looked up at me, I pretended not to care, in fact, Yu Guang has seen you countless times, but I dare not think, I am so bad, so plain, really can not surprise you.
The withered and yellow leaves of the Chinese parasol tree are in the heart of the curtain in this youth, and the autumn wind blows through with a sour and short secret love.
Like a person, even the book will be very happy to put together, the draft paper is not only the mathematical formula, but also the name of the person who is very important to me. A few English letters are not just English words, but abbreviations of your name. Every time you walk by, I can be happy all day. I read your name silently on the track of the sports meeting, and I know your name with every pen. There will be many stars, but I only yearn for your moon. Sunset evening breeze and you are very rare, like it very much, very long, very regrettable!
Compared with the front face, I am more familiar with your back. However, after you explicitly refuse, I will put down this relationship that has ended before it begins. My pride does not allow me to bow my head. The melon that is forced to twist is not sweet, and the love that is sought is not happy. Maybe in the future, I will treat a person like this again, or I will like a person who likes me. The future is very long, just live in the present.
Perhaps, there will be some unwilling, obviously for you to do so many things, do so many changes, talk to you about the past, talk about the present, talk about the future, to tell the truth, not painful, that is false, last night I had a dream, we are still friends, you asked me to do a favor, I did, you hugged me, I suddenly pushed you away, I told myself, this is a dream, because it is too false. You're not gonna hug me, are you? Q
